you spin my head right round

You made me feel so disappointed, you know? This is what you think of me after so long. After this incident, I don't know if I should continue talking to you or not. But I've made my decision, I will talk to you, but obviously there will be slightly changes. Because I know, since you don't trust me, there's no point for me to talk to you. You don't need to worry, I won't revenge what you had said about me.

I'm not pretending here. I'm not trying to get sympathy from others. I'm serious. For you, this is not a big matter but for me it is. Like what you said, I wish that we can be the real best friend.

♥

goes on and on

Dear Mr. G ,

Every time I see your text, my tears started to flow. Not because I feel happy or sad. It is because I don't like it when you text me in msn or sms. I treat you badly but you seems don't feel anything. Some how I feel like wanna suicide and I feel like want to throw something against the wall. You're not my cup of tea, understand? Sorry to be harsh because I couldn't stand it.



ps : bad mood.


Before I end this post,

Happy Birthday Hazirah! :)

SPM countdown ; 18 days

dont stop make it rock

Pictures above : Desserts from Godiva ♥

No plan for today, going to stay at home and might be going out with my aunty later to visit her daughter. She's not staying with her daughter , don't ask me why. I did a big mistake this morning, I wasn't in the mood and my mum came and nagged at me for 20 minutes. I couldn't take it and yet I screamed at her. After that, I started to think. I did something that makes me feel bad. I wanted to say sorry to her but I didn't manage to do so.

I was thinking of something last night. About something that I might not get in the future. I really wanted to get that thing but I'm lack of confident. Maybe that something not belongs to me. Who knows?

call me up

chatting in skype is fun (:

Last minute plan, went to Pavillion and then to Times Square with Nicole and her sister. Instead of staying at home, I rather hang out with my friends even though I am broke. I know I should study and not hanging around like what I always do. But sometimes we need joyness.

Talking about chatting, I'm currently active in skype. Thanks to someone who recomended me with skype. It's fun chatting in skype and it's much more better than msn. Sorry for neglecting you people in msn who im-ed me and I didn't reply.

Happy Deepavali to all the Indians for tomorrow. School holidays till next Monday, woohoo!